Go on and tell me lies, but hold me tight

I had been desperately trying to get back in to the habit of taking photos.

I remember reading Molly’s writing on why she took photos of herself and how she started it due there was another women who was taking nude photos of herself. Bottom line the photos were to boost self-esteem, create body positive awareness. I guess not to be afraid of sharing the photos, let the inner person shine through.

Those of us that take part in taking photos of ourselves and share them online, have a process that we do. Well I do. It’s no biggie if I’m just using my iPhone to snap a quick shot of myself. Otherwise my house has to be empty, unless I’m taking night photos. I have my music playing in the background to set my mood. That’s a must have-music! And I have to be in the right frame of mind. I seeing a pattern of dark moody portraits more often. Not sure why, I do like taking those better. Mr. Sam keeps telling me that I need to smile more in my photos and he keeps telling me to push myself to do more.

When did I gain all this weight? I weigh the same but holy fuck the fat is slipping out everywhere. No wonder why women have melt-downs. It’s difficult to compete with others online. Sure I’m not suppose to be comparing myself to others, but I do. After taking this last set of photos I don’t want to take anymore. Sure I can take photos of others, landscapes, animals anything but ME! Who the fuck wants to see what I see in the photos. Gross.

I have started to work out, walking and cycling everyday. As much as my knee will allow me too. I know it’s not going to happen over night, the losing weight part. As part of me doesn’t even care anymore. I ask myself I was doing this all for an emotional high and if this isn’t giving me one I guess if its time to move on to something else.

What hurt me tonight is when I took the photos, I sent them to my Beloved and to Mr. Sam. I sent the originals because they always ask for them and then the edited photos. This time I got nothing. Mr. Sam is having attitude because I told him I’ll be going out tomorrow night. Lately he has shown signs of jealousy. My Beloved isn’t fond of my dark moody portraits. When I said how fat I looked there was no response. It took all I could not to scream at him to call him mean things but I got my Borderline issues under control. He knew to give me space until I can process the ugliness that I feel now. I count on both of them to love me for the crazy wild chick that I am. To give me some feedback, but when I didn’t get it this time and that’s what’s bothering me right now.

Neither one of them will lie to me, neither one of them has so far. Sometimes I wish they would lie about how I look, tell me I’m not fat. But they know that I would yell at them “stop lying!” Tomorrow I hope that I’m over this emotional hump and continue with my workouts.

I like this photo below, there’s something about it that speaks to me.

JoGray Women’s Stainless Steel “I Love You” Ring [product review]

Since Mr. Sam has his commitment ring I needed one too. We found something that we both liked. I’m a simple gal so I didn’t need anything fancy with a lot of bling.

I found this engagement “I Love You” ring which I thought was perfect for what I was looking for. It’s stainless steel or gold-plated are your choices. I picked silver. The ring is comfortable to wear, its thicker than my regular gold band. The ring is 6mm wide with a smooth inside, there are no size or other markings inside the ring.

JoGray Women's Stainless Steel "I Love You" Ring

I picked a size 8 and it fits on either ring finger. I can wear it comfortably without any issues. I liked that the ring is relatively inexpensive. It works for me, for the commitment that I’m giving Mr. Sam.

The ring came with its own gift box inside a plastic jewelry bag with the size on it. I had no issues with this product. This serves as a promise ring, engagement, commitment or wedding ring. It didn’t turn my finger green, if you might be wondering.

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Lovecity Stainless Steel Eternity Wedding Ring [Product Review]

I had purchased a commitment ring for Mr Sam and he had looked for one for me. I was given the opportunity to review another ring.

Mr Sam & I discussed rings, looked over a few photos, I settled on the Stainless Steel Eternity Wedding Ring by Lovecity.

I made a few mistakes. First I ordered the wrong size for my ring finger which is an 8. I ordered my index finger ring size which is a 9. Second mistake that I made was this ring is 10mm wide and silver. My wedding ring is gold and 8mm wide. Both rings will not fit on my ring finger at the same time. Oops. Those are my mistakes and have nothing to do with the ring itself.

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The Lovecity wedding ring is great. Fits like a glove, tightly. there’s not much wiggle room. If my fingers swell, I can feel that in my finger and then when I take the ring off I can feel like a ghost sensation of the ring still being on my finger.

The ring arrived with another item in a large envelope, almost tossed it out in the trash until I remembered the ring was still in the envelope. It was sealed in a clear jewelry bag. I opened it up and it was super shiny. I could see my reflection in it. It has an “X” design that goes around the entire ring. It does seem a bit heavy, not cumbersome to wear.

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I really like it. Mr Sam & I will continue to look for another ring, meanwhile I will continue to wear this on my index finger.

 

Hizek Manual Focus Telescope Zoom Kit [product review]

I’ve been wanting a zoom lens for my iPhone ever since I first seen them.

I was given the opportunity to review one and jumped at the chance. It arrived in a sealed bag with the box neatly packed.

I opened the box and found the lens and underneath was the extra items. Inside were the tripod. The clip that holds the smartphone to the lens. A cleaning cloth and quick instruction booklet.

I looked at the instructions, set it up. Here comes the part where you need patience. It took several and I mean several attempts to align the camera lens and the zoom lens together. To get the smart phone to stay aligned with the zoom lens to secure them together without scratching my phone or losing the alignment between both lens.

Once everything is secured together and there is no fear of the smart phone dropping from the zoom lens clip, the camera is ready to use. You will need to manually focus the lens by using the black ring on the zoom lens. Once you manually focus on your subject, you are able to take the shot.

I’m pretty sure it will be difficult to take photos of moving subjects. This works great for wildlife and still life photos, landscapes or buildings.

Below are a few photos I have taken with the Hizek Zoom lens.

Would I recommend this Hizek Zoom lens?

I would suggest shopping around a bit first. Sure. It does take ok photos. The only thing the really bothers is how difficult and annoying it is to set it up.

 

Satisfyer Pro 2 Next Generation [product review]

We spoke and Satisfyer listened!

I was thrilled to bits when I was asked to review their newest clitoral stimulator the – Satisfyer Pro 2 Next Generation.

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This is pretty much the same model with a few exceptions. Some of the concerns or issues that I had with the Satisfyer Pro 2 have now been changed with the Satisfyer Pro 2 Next Generation. And I love it!

What’s the same?

  • The device still comes in a sealed tight box with charger and instruction booklet.
  • The body of the stimulator is the same. Same color, same texture, same material, same design.
  • The device continues to use touch-free “pressure wave” technology or what some call a type of clitoral suction to give intense orgasms.
  • USB Charging cable is included and is secured the same way.
  • The device remains waterproof, useable in the shower or bathtub. I just wouldn’t submerge the device under water for a long time.
  • There are still 11 vibration settings. Each one a straight pulsating vibration or suction sensation that start out low and with each click increases to the highest level of a strong intense sensation.

What’s different?

  • The heads of the Satifyer are different. The Satisfyer Pro 2 has a smaller opening and the white silicone tip is thicker. On the Next Generation the opening is larger and the white silicone tip is thinner around the edges compared to the thicker earlier model. The silicone tips are not interchangeable.
  • Inside the device’s opening the area around the mechanism that pulsates is now sealed. My concern with the earlier model was there no seal around the pulsating mechanism and I was concerned that water might get inside and damage the stimulator. Now it looks more waterproof and I am more confident when using this toy in the bath.
  • The noise level is much quieter now than in the earlier model. It still may be concerned loud to some however the sound is more like a vibrating hum than a loud hair trimmer motor sound.
  • The control buttons and power button. The Next Generation has only two buttons. The power button now lights up with a dim light to let you know that the power is on. There is no longer a light in the middle of the buttons like on the previous Satisfyer Pro 2. The control button is longer, narrower and curves a bit more with the plus & minus symbols on it.
  • The control button now allows the user to power up or power down instead of having to cycle up through all 11 settings to get back to the lowest setting on the previous model.

Now this is my type of sex toy. I love everything about it. It’s not often that I give a 100% or a 5 Star rating, but I couldn’t find anything wrong with it or anything that I didn’t like that would cause me to give this device a low score. This is my kind of sex toy. Different levels of vibrations, a straight vibration setting that ranges from low to intense.

Would I Recommend the Satisfyer Pro 2 Next Generation?

YES! Absolutely. I enjoyed using the previous Satisfyer model, but now this Next Generation will be my toy of choice. I respect that the Satisfyer company actually listened & read the reviews, complaints and suggestions from their customers. The company changed some important issues with the Pro 2 and the result is the Next Generation. Well done.

Read my review on the earlier Satisfyer Pro 2 model

[Disclaimer: I received this product at a discounted or complimentary price for reviewing purposes. This will not influence my opinion or experience of this product. The blog post may or may not contain affiliate links.]

 

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