I haven’t posted anything in what feels like days, weeks and months. Why is that? I have been involved with Mr.Sam. We are remaining friends with a strong & dangerous sexual attraction.
We’ve gone over the boundaries of our friendship. Dealing with the bar life gossip. Going to doctor’s appointments, being unwell for a day or so. The craziest part of this past week was when I heard that Charlie returned from camp and doesn’t have to go to “college.” Now I’m sure that I will be seeing him sooner than I want to, especially with Mr. Sam.
Just distracted this week….but I made time to dream….
Friday December 30, 2017 I had an emotional melt down. A day of feeling only sadness. It was the same day I took the Cat Woman photos.
I took those first, I started to feel the emotions build up inside and I thought I’m going to go with it.
I didn’t want to use the Nikon, so I used my iPhone. I held the smartphone as the tears started to flow down my face.
What kind of shocked me is how much I liked how they came out. I shared this with some of my friends, who had invited me to a New Year’s Eve party. I told them, “I’m not attending I’m just not feeling it. They said “you look so sad in those photos.” Good. Because that was what I was going for.
Mr. Sam said “Looking at them makes me sad, but I can’t stop looking at them.” Mr. Sam came up with the titles for these photos.
I have since snapped myself out of that 24 hr meltdown. I am back to my sarcastic and slutty habits.
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C is for Cat … Woman…..
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It’s been a very busy week, filled with a “celebration of life” and “Mr. Sam” and a bit of drama about “Charlie.”
Mostly just doing a lot of drinking for the past three days. Trying to keep up with my mini-photo challenge of “Sassy’s 12 Days of Christmas” and falling behind fast.
This weekend there is a pending snow storm in Northern Illinois. I heard up to 16 inches of snow. Snowed last night a bit, but nothing to write home about. If we get the 16 inches of snow it will be like the winter of ’78-79. The town was snowed in, the city as declared a snow emergency and it’s NOT even snowing (yet).
But all that aside, I’ll be inside where it’s toasty warm & watching the beautiful snowflakes if they do ever decide to fall…..
The older we get the more aches & pains we feel.
There are days when I say things like “my back hurts or my head hurts.”
And he says things like “my dick hurts, kiss it, make it feel better!”
Trying different settings on the camera ….. Black Light ….. a bulb & a tube. The fluorescent tube works better. Glitter, neon fluorescent paint and a balloon are a few of the props I used, trying to get something for this month’s Sinful Sunday prompt.
Oh and there is a filter on only one of the photos.
Wearing her new True Red Diva lipstick. He couldn’t resist. He pushed his lips to hers. She felt desire, she knew it would only lead to heartbreak. She regretted his kiss and with that she wiped her lipstick off of her swollen lips.
Lately, I’ve felt good (emotionally & mentally); part self-image, part more socializing with new friends and more important I’ve recently become the object of desire for a few men that I had met while out with those friends. Conversations filled with sexual innuendo & sexual attraction and having some stimulating playback memories I’ve become a bit of an orgasm addict lately.