Blue on Black [SS Wk137]

Blue too

“Blue on black
Tears on a river
Push on a shove
It don’t mean much
Joker on jack
Match on a fire
Cold on ice
Is a dead man’s touch
Whisper on a scream
Doesn’t change a thing
Don’t bring you back
Blue on black”

“Blue on Black” – Kenny Wayne Shepherd

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The very first song that will always remind me of him. This photo is dedicated to him.

Blue [Boob Day]

Blue

 

I chose this photo because I loved the angle of my body, how beautiful the curve of my breast is.

Not only that, I asked my two male advisers which photo they preferred. As you can see this one is the one they picked.

“It’s more of an erotic shot.”

“It gives just enough.”

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Confession [Wicked Wednesday Wk77]

 

Office Set

Confession.

Once upon a time, when I was so much younger, I practiced the Catholic religion. Confession was something I did on Saturday nights before attending mass on Sunday. I am no longer Catholic, however I still have the behavior grained into my being. So, confession is not always a good thing. Because I am guilty of something, a sin, immorality of some kind. Confession can led to hurting the ones I love the most. Not intentionally of course, but it’s still painful to them.

Not to long ago, I made a confession to the one who loves me more than his own life. He is the other half of me. I would never hurt him on  purpose, yet, I couldn’t keep this inside. Why? Because he is my best friend, I share with him everything. From flirting online to flirting at work with other men to what’s going on deep inside my head. Sure we have all secrets that we, alone, keep.

I confessed one “sin” yet kept the other part of that confession, that “sin” hidden, buried in my soul.  When I had shared with him, my thoughts regarding that situation he told me “there will be consequences for the choices you make, you will get hurt and I don’t want that.” I’m like a child, I didn’t care about afterwards. I’m in the now. I do what I want, most of the time.

I was intoxicated with desire & lust, the sensation of it all. I crave it from time to time, even the bad parts. The addictive personality part of me is always wanting more of it. However, I must admit now that it is probably all for the best. I’m confessing that I as much as I tossed the thought around, had plenty of opportunity. I just couldn’t go through with it. Besides I didn’t wanna have to confess that to him.

I have noticed though it’s becoming more difficult trying to keep that part of me in the box locked up under the bed. I don’t wanna hurt him ever.  I can skirt the issue, avoidance is always good too. Most of my confessions are here, hiding in between the lines of my blog posts.

I never did say all those Hail Mary’s & Our Father’s when the priest told me too. It doesn’t matter what others think or what conclusions they come to. What matters most to me is that I can confess to my Mr if & when I ever need to. Without the feelings of shame, guilt or rejection. He can do the same with me. We’ve even confessed some similar things to each other, always puts a smile on our faces.

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Purple [SS136]

Sinful Sunday

 

It feels like it’s been weeks since I have posted any Sinful Sunday photos.

I don’t wanna get lazy. Being busy,  lack of creativity or ideas is something entirely different.

However, for me,  those can turn into get excuses not to post. Just gonna keep at it.  

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Come Fly with Me [Daily Prompt/NaBloPoMo]

This past September (2013) I traveled across the pond for the first time to visit my #1 fan & his Mrs. I was there for 10 days. I took over 600 photos. Why? Who knows, why does any one took photos. Here are just a few. You can view the rest on my flickr page.

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I flew to Hearthrow Airport in London, England and then off to the Isle of Sheppey. In the course of the 10 days that I was there I traveled to London, Chichester, Portsmouth, Beaulieu, Windsor and Dover. It was landscape was breath taking. I realized a few things about America while I was over seas that I never that I would admit. Americans are so spoiled & lazy. Americans drive everywhere, even across the street. When Brits walk. There are not a lot of overweight people verses here in Northern Illinois.  There are no super size me drinks or meals, no free refills.

I hope the next time I travel to London, that I will be able to meet more of my efriends that I have made online. Also, I would like to travel to Belgium or perhaps France.

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Spikes & Skulls [SSW134]

I love Halloween more than any other Holiday! These photos were taken right before I left to go trick or treating with my grandson.

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My Beloved & I went to the cemetery to snap some shots. They say that the costume that you pick out for this day is your inner self trying to get out. I wonder how true that really is?!

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I’ve always been rebellious.

Sinful Sunday

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Bitten [Boob Day]

Friday is Boob Day! This week is a Halloween theme. I have always found vampires sexual. There is something very sexual about those creatures. The way they make you submit to their will, they bite, nibble, caress their victims, lovers. They can seduce their victims with their eyes, mind, tongues. I am picking the sexy side of vamps, we all know about the gory side.

I would become one if they were real. If I had to chose between becoming a fanger or a wolf, it would be a vamp – Fangs out.

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I couldn’t really decide which photo to submit to the “Boob Day Meme” it came down to both of these. However, I finally picked one. Here you get a bonus shot. Tell Me. Did I pick the right photo? Which photo do you prefer?

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